Wishing

• by belle
• 2014-09-09 09:09:17
• Checkups & Settings
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I wish I could go back to the scared depressed person I was when I was diagnosed with chf. I went I to a major depression. If u feel depressed there is help out there. I had gone to one dr who told me well I guess your heart will hold out for maybe 2 years, then you would prob need a transplant. I will never forget that day it was a beautiful spring day. My daughter had to literally help me walk out of his office. Not due to my heart but the statements this dr made. Needless to say I never went back to him and now refer to him as Dr. Jesus. Never ever did I think my ef would go up to 45. I wish I could go back to that scared person who was me and whisper don't worry. First diagnosed at age 45