Sorry for not posting lately!

• by tcrabtree85
• 2007-08-20 04:08:00
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To all the new people on the site which seems to be many I want to welcome you all.
Still haven't been up to par lately and haven't been having as much energy as I wish. I have also been a little down more lately as I am 21 and fighting this battle all alone or atleast sometimes it feels that way. My sister is more support line and as she is getting farther along in her pregnancy she hasn't been able to keep up with me as much. I saw her this past weekend and she gave me a lot of encouragement.
I was reading one of the entries about religion and I completely understand what you are talking about. Many of my family members believe that I am in the wrong for having surgeries and for having a pacemaker that if you are meant to be healed God himself will heal you. I firmly do not believe that so the the person who wrote that I am sorry you are facing that and I am even more sorry that your neighbor would tell you that I know the pain that you are feeling.
Though I want to tell you that God place challenges in our lives for a reason and if that women can't see that you have a heart then you just got to pray extra hard for her. If she was a true believer in the one above she would know that we aren't called to judge others but love them where they are at. At least that is the prayer for my family.
My Mayo apointment is scheduled and planned out for Oct 1 and 2nd. i'm ready for this apt. to be done and over with. I found out last week that my pm is resting on my main nerve and that would be the reason for a lot of the spasms I get going down my arm.
I wish I could respond more often to you all but I hope that you all know that I pray for each of you and know how much you are valued.
Blessings to y'all and many prayers! Stay strong and stay dry with all of this rain that we are getting. Be Safe!

Tammy